Right now im kinda depressed cuz my long time crush likes my best friend (i think) well take the kinda out and then you have how i feel. i'm so sick and tired of how shes always better, taller, prettier, skinnier, and all that crap. Do you know what i mean? I love her very very very much and she'll always b my best friend but im also kinda sick of how she always gets the guys, and im stuck somewhere between drooling and wishing and over reacting. Oh yes, and did i mension crying? yes i do that too... well when my bff and my crush stop calling eachother by pet names mayb ill feel better... im supposed to be doing homework right now m im kinda finding it hard to concentraite. i feel like such a crappy friend when shes only been great and wonderful to me... im such a crappy friend...
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